A Strong Fear of Tears

October 2, 2008 at 2:18 am Leave a comment

It has occurred to me that for the first time since I was a freshmen a boy has the ability to make me nervous. In every relationship I have placed myself in since I was a freshmen was one in which I could remove my emotions from the relationship.

I’m nervous where I should be bold.

It is a horrible cycle. I’m nervous because I’m not removed from the situation. I then fear because of my nervous actions.

I feel like I am, or rather, I feel like I know so little about him, yet like a typical girl I feel like I know who he is.

Will this nervousness put me at a disadvantage to being my true self?

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